Hey guuys, it turns out that I might be able to have a party, I notify all of you when, but right now I wanna talk about whats in the now.... I really want to go see garfield, but I absolutely need Caitlin and Laura with me. This is one of those things I just need. Which while I'm on topic I want to let you all know a little secret if you didn't know...... I'm a pop fanatic..... I just realized how much I truely love pop music. But anyway..... I just really wanted to blab.... so you guys can go back to your lives. By the way this is my future husband Gale Harold and my wife Jenny McCarthy!!!!

My life is way shitty right now. I mean just listen, I have been working for a good two weeks now with no day off. And thats not the worst part, I have to work with my mom, so I have to see her at work and then at home and thats just alittle too much for right now, I don't have that much of a tolerance for this woman. But anyway other than that the fights are over, about me quitting and all, Lois and Jonathon know what I am talking about. so on to other things.


Today I must tell you I have been writing in my blog almost every day, but when I get to the end it all winds up freezing and that's too much to write all over again so I'm trying to hurrying. this paragraph is about Charmed talk, I know shut the fuck up, you're obsessed! But  know I was trying to figure whioch of my friends are which. I came to the conclusion that other than Caitlin being Paige, she is Phoebe. Phoebe in the show starts off with a pretty much "fucked" life, well after a couple years with her sisters she finally realized that a change needed to be made and I think this is how Caitlin's life is going to flow. And beside that Phoebe dresses way cute and is in Journalism, which are opther traits of Caitlin. Now as Piper, I chose Erin. Yes, Erin can be a bitch sometimes so why not Prue? Well truth is Erin isn't much of a bitch, but she can be annoyed easily. While Erin and Piper share that same trait, they also share the desire for love, the same passion and everything. And piper found hers so Erin you'll find yours. Next, I would like to say that Lois is Paige, I know everyone is like what but, she is. Lois is the one who is blocked by her family, trapped. Lois and Paige are simply to free spirited people and they need to be able to venture, and at the same time they both are looking for a couple one night stands and true loves. But  yea, thatnks for listening!!!!! By the way i recommend the show My so Called life to all teens and adults it's a very deep show!!!!! I love it!!!! I love everyone, ecspecially you Erin, Lois Caitlin, Jonathon, Tori and Jim!!!!!!

Okay I am sensing some of your anger Erin, but I'm sorry. I really don't have much going on in my life except my mom, and she gets boring. I love you though, as wel as Jim Caitlin, Jeff  Jonathon, and Tori. But yea, new news (lol) my mom came out and told me that basically I am the reason her marriage is going down the drain and we need to make a change. And she also said, if that means making arrangments, than so be it. I'm torn inside. I seriously need help!!!! Somebody send me a sign. Peter come get me, I understand now!!!!!!

Wew are pathetic..... We have a chance at making a change I am the only person making the full effort! this shit needs to change! I need more people like me! Trust me, I will not let McGrail ruin another year of my high school career! I hate this!!!!! I need someone to listen to me! Please! If you hear me.

"Is anybody there?
Does anybody care?"

Does anybody see what I see?

They want me to quit
They say, "John give up the fight!"
Still to England I say:
"Good night forever, good night!"

For I have crossed the Rubicon,
Let the bridge be burn'd behind me!
come what may, come what may...
Commitment!

The croakers all say
We'll rue the day,
There'll be hell to pay in
Fiery Purgatory!

Through all the gloom,
Through all the gloom, I can
See the rays of ravishing light and
Glory!

Is anybody there?!
Does anybody care?!
Does anybody see
What I see?!

I see
Fireworks!
I see the Pageant and Pomp and Parade!
I hear the bells ringing out!
I hear the cannons' roar!
I see Americans, all Americans,
Free! For evermore!

How quiet...
How quiet the Chamber is...
How silent...
How silent the Chamber is...

Is anybody there--?

Does anybody care--?

Does anybody see--what I see?

Today in school we made a move. We all went and got our schedules changed and tried to dicscuss the bajjaly and Mcgrail thing but we had the wrong person and we still need to move up to Dr. Jones, but he's always busy, so we are now trying to get to him through letters. Maybe this will make a difference! We are going to change theatre everywhere! And ewww.... Jim's leaving us.... this makes me sad! But I'm back, I want to go to Adventure island after school's out for those who know me and are reading! I will leave you with a special song!
i am the sun and the heir
of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
i am the sun and the heir
of nothing in particular

you shut your mouth how can you say
i go about things the wrong way
i am human and i need to be loved
just like everybody else does

i am the sun and the heir
of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
i am the sun and the heir
of nothing in particular

you shut your mouth how can you say
i go about things the wrong way
i am human and i need to be loved
just like everybody else does

there's a club, if you'd like to go
you could meet somebody who really loves you
so you go and you stand on your own
and you leave on your own
and you go home, and you cry and you want to die

when you say it's gonna happen "now"
well, what exactly do you mean?
see i've already waited too long and all my hope is gone

                                  

It's been now known that Charmed is continuing on into its 7th season!!!!! Yea, it's been know that Phoebe will become pregnant, and chris may possibly be born. I can't wait, I would have cried if it ended where it was.... I like love this show! I need it on DVD!!!! I will buy them ALL!!!!! 
                         

Today was te beginning of the theatre wars. The theatre wars are the battles that people like me Caitlin, Jonaton and Ivy are fighting in order to bag McGrail. She's a nice lady but not theatre four material, maybe intro to theatre but not.... theatre four.... so we are fighting to get Bajjaly. We would settlle for being his Aids rather than her students which is sad. So let the games begin!

I know, I am constantly forgetting about this thing. Actually I haven't been onlie in quite a wee bit. I think I am out growing it. Awww... Little well, Big Emmanuel is still growing. how cute? Anyways, my life? Hmmm..... Quite blank. It's like gross. I have nothing going on with me. I'm going to Bells are ringing tomorrow. Oh, and then there's the directing Help Wanted, which is getting more fun as we do it. Let me think, Jonathon talked to Nicole today. Well, it wasn't as great as I make it sound, I mean she only wanted to be friends. I on the other hand don't really like anyone. I mean there's always Sarah Hamel, but thats old. I had a really fun friday with Lois last weekend and hopefully a fun saturday too. She's coming over with Jonathon, since Caitlin is goign to the Manatee prom. I must admit I'm jealous. But I will get over it. Hey, if Caitlin is reading out there, I think you should really listen to the song In L.A. from Fame. It so reminds me of you. Moving on, I really need to find something to do with my life. Like really.... I'm tired of nothingness.